So hard to smile issit?

It's been a long while since my last post..nothing much happening this new semester in uni..everything's pretty much the same 'cept that i have more free time on my hands and things can get really really boring and lonely sometimes..it's just time to study and get on with life..no point sulking..sulking won't change a thing..

these days, i find that people are different..just 2 days ago in my church, i noticed that people were just so unfriendly..during mass, there was this one part that we have to turn around and greet everyone in a sign of peace..and maybe shake hands and nod at each other with a smile on our faces..just a friendly gesture... and so i turned around and did just that..people around were just nodding at each other with a really straight and serious face.and some even looked pissed like they were forced to do that..wth man..and these are old people we talking about..the young ones at least you can see some smiles..must be some war going around that i dont know of..

i just wonder..if people are going to be so unfriendly..why even come to church?just to praise god huh..?we are brothers and sisters in christ for goodnesss sake! must be just to ask more stuff from God i presume..smile la for God's sake!